{"id":23618,"date":"2021-05-19T17:59:06","date_gmt":"2021-05-19T17:59:06","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/graziamagazine.com\/us\/?post_type=articles&#038;p=23618"},"modified":"2021-05-20T14:05:23","modified_gmt":"2021-05-20T14:05:23","slug":"billy-porter-hiv","status":"publish","type":"articles","link":"https:\/\/graziamagazine.com\/us\/articles\/billy-porter-hiv\/","title":{"rendered":"Billy Porter Opens Up About Being HIV-Positive"},"content":{"rendered":"<figure id=\"attachment_23644\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-23644\" style=\"width: 1024px\" class=\"wp-caption alignfull -width\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignfull-width size-large wp-image-23644\" src=\"https:\/\/graziamagazine.com\/us\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/15\/2021\/05\/billy-porter-hiv.jpg?w=1024\" alt=\"Billy Porter \" width=\"1024\" height=\"576\" \/><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-23644\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Billy Porter (Photo: Santiago Felipe\/Getty Images)<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">14 years after his diagnosis, <a href=\"https:\/\/graziamagazine.com\/us\/articles\/billy-porter-grammys-2020-hat-memes\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Billy Porter<\/a> is sharing an intimate part of his life with the world. The 51-year-old opened up in a candid interview in which he explained that he was first diagnosed as HIV positive in 2007. Porter kept his status from his mother as well as his team on the <a href=\"https:\/\/graziamagazine.com\/us\/articles\/all-the-fashion-from-the-emmys-2020\/\">Emmy-winning <\/a><\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">FX<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"> drama, <\/span><a href=\"https:\/\/graziamagazine.com\/us\/articles\/pose-final-season-premiere-virtual-ball\/\"><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Pose<\/span><\/i><\/a><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">. The Tony Award-winning actor plays Pray Tell, an HIV-positive pillar of the queer New York City ballroom scene throughout the late 80s and early 90s in the hit series. \u201cThere has never been a moment that I\u2019ve not been in trauma, which is what I\u2019ve discovered this last year. And it was my engine for a very long time. My trauma served me, my story has served me, in terms of forward motion,\u201d Porter tells <a href=\"https:\/\/www.hollywoodreporter.com\/news\/general-news\/billy-porter-hiv-positive-diagnosis-1234954742\/\" target=\"_blank\">The Hollywood Reporter<\/a>.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Porter spent a lot of time navigating his trauma and the shame he says he connected to his sexuality and ultimate diagnosis. He grew up in the church, which had very homophobic beliefs, even noting that they said: \u201cHIV was God\u2019s way of punishing gay people.\u201d To shield his elderly mother from the kind of &#8220;persecution by her religious community because of [his] queerness&#8221; she&#8217;d experienced in the past, he initially decided he&#8217;d never tell her about his status. 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To be given the gift of practicing forgiveness in a narrative eight times a week for three years \u2014 eight times a week, I was allowing myself to forgive my father onstage and both of them [my father and my stepfather] in the ground. Every day was another release. Then came <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Pose<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">. An opportunity to work through the shame [of HIV] and where I have gotten to in this moment. And the brilliance of Pray Tell and this opportunity was that I was able to say everything that I wanted to say through a surrogate.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">The Emmy Award winner is finally seeing his hard work come to fruition and is focusing on living his life out loud. &#8220;Every single solitary dream that I ever had is coming true in this moment, all at the same time. I&#8217;m getting ready to play the fairy godmother in <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Cinderella<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">. I have new music coming out. I have a memoir coming out. <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Pose<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"> is out. I&#8217;m directing my first film. And I&#8217;m trying to be present,&#8221; Porter says. &#8220;I&#8217;m trying to be joyful, and one of the effects of trauma is not being able to feel joy.&#8221;<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":29095,"featured_media":23644,"template":"","format":"standard","categories":[38,16],"yoast_head":"<!-- This site is optimized with the Yoast SEO Premium plugin v18.5 (Yoast SEO v20.4) - https:\/\/yoast.com\/wordpress\/plugins\/seo\/ -->\n<title>Billy Porter Opens Up About Being HIV-Positive For 14 Years<\/title>\n<meta name=\"description\" content=\"14 years after his diagnosis, Billy Porter is sharing an intimate part of his life with the world. 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