{"id":17674,"date":"2021-03-17T11:24:01","date_gmt":"2021-03-17T00:24:01","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/graziamagazine.com\/?post_type=articles&p=188837"},"modified":"2021-03-17T11:42:03","modified_gmt":"2021-03-17T11:42:03","slug":"cara-delevingne-experienced-depression-suicidal-moments","status":"publish","type":"articles","link":"https:\/\/graziamagazine.com\/us\/articles\/cara-delevingne-experienced-depression-suicidal-moments\/","title":{"rendered":"Cara Delevingne Experienced Depression And Suicidal Moments Amid Sexuality Struggles"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Appearing on an episode of the\u00a0Goop Podcast\u00a0<\/em>with Gwyneth Paltrow<\/a>, model and actress Cara Delevingne<\/a> has opened up about her struggles in grappling with her sexuality early on. She says she grew up in an “old-fashion household” and didn’t know what it meant to be gay.<\/p>\n

“I didn’t know anyone who was gay,” the 28-year-old admitted. “I didn’t know that was a thing and actually I think growing up I wasn’t knowledgeable of the fact I was homophobic.”<\/p>\n

Despite her attraction toward women, she felt “disgusted” by the thought of being with a same-sex partner. “I was like, ‘Oh my god, I would never, that’s disgusting, ugh,'” she told Paltrow.<\/p>\n

“I do correlate the massive depression and the suicidal moments of my life [to that] because I was so ashamed of ever being that. But actually, that was the part of me that I love so much and accept,” Delevingne said.<\/p>\n

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